It disapeard for you

i know you love for me has disapeard. but you dont even act like you care. you dont want to even speak of me nor see me. i know all you need is a hug. and i would like to give that to you. you wont let me. i just know it. i feel totaly responable for everything in our realationship. and i always blame my self. for once it would be sweet of you to fess up.